The Resurrection of the MUSE!

I ventured New York, California and Nevada in a week. I saw and conquered. Phellie, the best tour guide in the world, says even if I don't ever visit Trump land again I should be ok. But I wil be back to the Concrete Jungle where dreams are made of soon. My spirit connected with the place I almost couldn't leave. I also have to do Texas and Florida one day to complete the circle and mission. Maybe Chicago too. Like I keep saying, America is America for a reason. Let's wrap it up for now! To all my cheerers, I see you. I love you. To Phellie, you are just incredibly outstanding. And all other beautiful adjectives and adverbs. Thatcher of entertainment and fun!!! See you again soonest 😍🥰😍

It was always you. It has always been you. It will forever be you. Yes, It was always you. It has always been you. But it can never ever be you. Never ever again It will never ever be you. While my whole anatomy feverishly wants it to be you, deep down in my soul I never want it to be you. Because there is this sweet pain in crying you a river. There's this sugary agony in reminiscing and imagining... This luscious torture in thinking what if... I don't want it to be you in case things go wrong. So I will continue crying you an ocean... I will continue wishing.. Because no matter what I do. No matter how hard I try. I still my heart still beats for you. My soul still yearns for what was. No matter how much I want to forget, no matter how badly I don't want to feel, nothing really changes. I still remember. I still feel the same way I felt then. And I know I will do till the day I die. So for as long as I live, I will cry you more than a river for all the "what...

When you don't hurt anymore thinking of them. When dreaming of them does not turn your world upside down anymore. When you look at their family pictures and smile that they are happy. You know you have reached that peaceful destination.

I'm doing just fine Missingz And plentiful Lovingz yours H