The Resurrection of the MUSE!

When you don't hurt anymore thinking of them. When dreaming of them does not turn your world upside down anymore. When you look at their family pictures and smile that they are happy. You know you have reached that peaceful destination.

I'm doing just fine Missingz And plentiful Lovingz yours H

So, people ask me or wonder why I don't use my married name.... Well, first I arrived on this planet without really consenting to any name whatsoever. I got given all these names I would never have chosen for myself given a chance under this identity guise - Slave names. Then I grow up under the oppression of my parents rules and way of life....Ma member, I will reply to your question with a question. I already have a list of names I did not have a say to when they were thrust on me. So tell me why should I add another strange name to this already unconsented list of names I already have?

Ok. So today I had an epiphany. Today, I had a wake up call. Today, I promise never to ever complain ever again... Today, I made peace with the fact that I am a villain in the story... Today, I realised I don't have a say or leg to stand on... I left I'm the one who got away I'm the one who broke a heart But am also the one who lost in the end. Today I accept defeat. I messed up. And today I make peace with it all. Let life continue...

It has been a minute. Life keeps moving as usual Sometimes I do move with it, but mostly, I just let it run without me. The catching up is exhausting. But it has to be done. I don't really want to write today. Actually, I do want to write. That'swhy I am here. But what I wanted to write is a bit personal and my brain won't budge. Let's leave it for another day Adios

Ndatopa